September 23, 2006

Kiss and tell

I feel like a slacker and I sincerely apologize to my 4 readers! Ha!

Do you know that going out with a woman is a lot like going out with a man? I actually went out and purchased a new outfit and a pair of the most delicious looking
boots! I'm mad now because I spent a fortune for a blind date.

I had to take a drive to Stockton to do research for a story I've been working on. While I was there, I drove past a Dillard's store and decided to stop (because I'm a compulsive shopper anyway) and see if I could find a cute little outfit for Thursday's date. I'm a huge shoe freak so instantly I was in-love with their fall collection of boots. Can you say BOOT HEAVEN?

Well nevermind all that, you want to hear about the date. I wore a taupe-colored tweed pencil skirt that's about two inches from my knees with a cream silk-blend turtleneck sweater (with 3/4 sleeves). I wore my new boots with my chocolate brown leather blazer (which matched my boots PERFECTLY in color). Ben snickered and rolled his eyes while he watched me dress and primp. So maybe I was doing a little more than usual for a night on the town with the girls. In the back of my mind I wondered if he knew something was up, but I continued to dress like nothing was wrong.

Sasha and I met at Cafe Maritime on Lombard Street. I've only had brunch there and the food was fabulous. I got there first and sat at the bar. I felt like pacing mostly because I was nervous. I was really afraid that she wouldn't look like her picture and that I'd be disappointed. I ordered something they called "Man overboard" from their specialty drink menu (one word: YUMMY!). While I sipped my drink I overheard a man next to me say, "WOW, look at HER..." so I turned to see what he was looking at and there stood one of the most beautiful women I've ever seen in my life.

It was Sasha.

She instantly recognized me and waved. The man turned around because I think maybe he thought she was waving at HIM. I smiled and said, "Sorry fella, she's with me!" - loud enough for her to hear me. We giggled and hugged like we were old friends. The waiter took us to our table and we ordered dinner.

The whole time we were talking I couldn't help staring into her eyes. I mean, I've honestly never been in the presence of such beauty. She could be a model. She looked exactly like her picture, but maybe better. Definitely better.

She wore her hair in a ponytail high on her head. Her hair, from my guesstimation had to be waist length. She had on a pair of low-rise, bootcut jeans, a crisp white cotton blouse that cinched at the waist and flared over her hips. She had on a pair of black strappies and a black cashmere cardigan hanging over her shoulders. She reminded me of a sexy, grown-up school girl. Her eyes are the most gorgeous hazel color I've ever seen up close...flawless skin and the most beautiful smile. WOW! I hit the jackpot!

We instantly had great chemistry. She was a flirt, with men and women alike. She must've reached over and grabbed my hand five or six times. We laughed and drank like old friends. Once dinner was over, it seemed like neither of us were ready to call it a night. I even had to tell her that I'm not used to casual sex, but I couldn't resist the temptation to kiss her. She was wearing this perfect shade of pink lipstick. I asked her if it tasted as good as it looked and she offered to let me find out for myself. That was my attempt at trying to by coy.

So there I was, in the middle of a parking lot with a beautiful woman. I took her hand, pulled her close and kissed her. I knew right then that I wasn't going straight home. We got into our cars and she followed me to the Buena Vista Motor Inn. We parked side by side, got out and decided to split the cost for a room. I was a bit worried that I'd enjoy myself so much that I'd stay out longer than I was supposed to. I made a quick call to Ben to check on Amanda and Ben was already sleeping. So I imagined that Amanda was probably fast asleep too.

Sasha registered the room while I waited in the car. She came and got me and we made our way inside. The room was nice...I've always wondered what it looked like in there. Hotel rooms have always interested me. Don't ask, it's a strange obsession I've had for years.

Oddly I wondered what if this chic was a serial killer. I guess it would've been too late seeing how we were in a hotel room - ALONE. Everything from that point on flowed seemlessly. What started with a simple kiss quickly turned into caressing, massaging, kissing and then sucking. She has the most flawless body. She's perfectly toned and her skin was like butter. We took turns being "in charge". It was far more sensual than I ever imagined. We explored every inch of each other's bodies.

I have to keep things in perspective. I have a man in my life. But this woman...she blew my mind. It was the most beautiful and moving sexual experience I've ever had. It wasn't that porn kind of shit you see in those cheap X-rated movies. This was more like two women exploring the depths of their sexuality.

After a marathon love-making session, we realized that it was late. She had to be at work early the next day and I had some explaining to do when I got home. It was 3 am. I don't usually stay out that late. But on this night, it was worth every moment.

We walked each other out to our cars. I think we started something here. Neither of us were trying to make this anything other than what it was - casual sex. But I really liked her...and it seems like she really likes me. I still can't believe it as I'm typing these words. We embraced and pulled back to stare into each other's eyes for a moment recalling what had just taken place. We smiled. I have to go out of town in a few days. She's going to meet me in Los Angeles on Thursday. What have I started?

I got home and Ben was sound asleep. He sleeps pretty hard, so I'm almost sure he didn't wake any while I was out. I told him that I got home at 1:30. He didn't comment and he seemed pretty happy with that answer, so I left it alone.

Who knew? Success on

Oh, and my peg-legged friend Cate sent me an IM the other day while I was at the office. I ignored her. I'm beginning to wonder if she knows that I have her blocked. It was really creepy the way she did that. Oh well...I'm just glad she doesn't have my phone number!

Thanks for reading.


Blogger P said...

Is she curious like you, or what was the reason she is on the Craig's List?

September 24, 2006 5:50 PM  
Blogger J. G. said...

Wow what a do you think it will continue? Would you include Ben? Sorry for all the questions just curious.

September 25, 2006 10:44 AM  
Blogger Peace said...

Yeah, what's her deal? Is she only looking for something fun? Is she in a relationship? Sounds like you had a good time!

September 26, 2006 10:23 AM  
Blogger The Stiltwalker said...

man. I need to check out that craigslist thing ASAP.

September 26, 2006 10:31 AM  
Blogger Lauren said...

Wow, that's awesome. Sounds like you guys had a great time.

September 27, 2006 11:33 AM  
Blogger Nika Laqui said...


Sexy boots!!!Your fuck me boots...

September 28, 2006 6:14 PM  
Blogger Chodite said...

Fucking hot. Glad to see you writing/updating again!

November 01, 2006 2:50 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Ours is an envionment where evil is perceived to be rewarded while good is punished. As with everything the Gods have a reason for creating this perception::::
People who fall on the good side of the good/evil scale have more favor, and when they do something wrong the Gods punish them BECAUSE THEY WANT THEM TO LEARN. The Gods want them to receive this feedback in hope they make corrections and begin to behave appropriately. The Gods DON'T like evil and refuse to grant this feedback.
EVERYBODY pays for what they do wrong, only evil people must wait until their next life before they will experience the wrath of the Gods, manifested in their reincarnation as a lower form of life into environments with increased/enhanced temptations.
Sadly, this allows the Gods to position this perception of evil rewarded as temptation, one which they use as an EXTREMELY effective corruptor.

Both Africa and the Medittereanean are regions which have sexual issues. This is a sign of morbid disfavor once you understand that females are the God's favored gender. Muhammad's (Mohammed's) polygamy halfway through his life as a prophet was preditory. Now a huge percentage of Muslims believes in male superiority and that the abuse of women is God's will. Female genital mutilation is still practiced in Africa. Black misogyny is the most eggregious example in the recent past.
Black member size is temptation to a predisposed population.
The patriarchal cancer spread throughout Europe because of Christianity, of which the majority of policy makers were Italian men. Expect the largest landowner in Europe and the continent's original superpower also played a major role in African slavery.

Militancy in Africa is consistant with the Iraqi example, as was slavery and the KKK here in America:::Fear enforces proper behavior. Without it we see what happens as a result of gross/morbid disfavor:::::AIDS, crack babies, dead young men in gangland retaliation killings. This is the purpose behind many black's historical tendancy towards resistance.
The same principle was true in Europe and throughout the world for centuries:::People whom lived under iron fists were conditioned to think the right way. As a result they experienced higher numbers of children accend into heaven because they were taught to think and behave appropriately, which they passed on to their children. Our preditory envionment of "freedom" was the primary purpose the Gods had when implimenting this strategy that is the United States, one which they used to spred the cancer of democracy and westernization throughout the world. And the Gods use this tool that is America to prey on the disfavored both at home and abroad:::Much like the ghetto, America in general experiences a heightened level of temptation due to the people's disfavor.

Even the Old Testiment is not to be taken literally, but the Gods do offer clues throughout to help the disfavored:::The apple is a tool of temptation used to corrupt Adam and Eve and cast them out of the Garden of Eden.
There is another lesson to be learned from this passage, and it is quite similar to the vailing issue and the discourse over women's attire which ultimately died in the 70s:::Women are responsible for and control the fate of mankind.

Think about what I say. Consider what I teach. Society is going to become disturbingly ugly as we approach the Apocalypse due to spiralling, runaway disfavor.
I do not know when this will occurr, but it is the God's way to grant some time before they end on Planet Earth.
Make the decision to always be good and never look back. Until you do this technology will employ tactics to test your resolve:::Ridicule, beligerance, doubt and refusal to abandon what people perceive to be their "investment".
Pray daily. Think appropriately. Too many are confident, unaware of the God's awesome powers or their status as antients. Others may fall prey to their positioning.
Be humbled, God-fearing and beware of the God's temptations, for everyone is tested to evaluate their worthiness.
Search rest

October 30, 2009 8:49 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

"We're not coming back." Enforce your lie, degenerate.
They and their technology are one in the same. Without it they are helpless gimp degenerate shit. Don't forget to take it with you.
I would sign off now. I will never respect you anyways. I'd rather have my time and go about my life happy.
Without you. Because I am a better person without watching this morally vacant filth do this to the people they are setting up for Damnation.
I have seething hatred for the gods and it will never change.
Vile, underhanded shit.
"We don't respect you." You forced your agenda on my life and created the elements necessary for you to justify your desired outcome.
I can't think of more monsterous individuals than you.
Good riddance. Fuck you and your empty promises of immortality.

January 15, 2012 11:51 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Just as the gods used WWII to justify an influx of new technologies so will they use the impending pestilence which kills over half the world's population to justify historical medical advances, including the "cure of aging", initiating the "1000 years with Jesus on Earth".

There was a very real perception that bi-racial was much worse for the white than it was for the person of color. The liberal culture, which was designed and promoted with the god's tools to achieve their Apocalyptic goals, screamed racism when there was a very reasonable explanation for this reality::::
In this white punishment known as the United States the person of color has already adopted the disfavors/temptations intended for another race. But by associating/mating with a person of color the white is newly adopting the disfavors of another culture.
And this is the reason why people of color are not welcome in the United States. The gods control everything:::The perception they want to create, the thoughts they want you to have.
People of color can't recover from absorbing the temptations from two cultures. And why they become more and more like so many blacks in America:::Veterans at absorbing the temptations of two cultures.
To further illustrate this is why California's educational system/funding was ranked #1 when California was white:::Education being the basis of the affluent economic system. Now even public higher education has become unaffordable.

Don't forget the lessons the 'ole white preacher taught:::Dancing is a sin.
The gods used the liberal tool to ridicule away so many taboos, paving the way for the decay of society and ultimately the End Times::::::
Black behavior was controlled by the KKK. Men's behavior was controlled by marriage for thousands of years.
When married by 15 men never gained the taste of promiscuity. Once the gods used the budding liberalism tool the men set the tone for the deteriorating enviornment centered around their gross disfavor.
Women's relinquishing control of pre-arranged marriage will be what costs mankind everything in The End. It's all their fault. Men are pigs, essentially just primally responsive disfavored beings who if given the freedom will abuse based on the impulses the god's push them into. Whereas under pre-arranged marriage this behavior was contained now the promiscuous fraternity house epitomizes the pinnicle of what a "real man" should be like. And sadly the women fall into line.

Ronald Reagan spent the communist block into submission with defense buildup, and in the process increased the National debt from $1 trillion in 1980 to $6 trillion when he left office.
W charged both the Iraq and Afghanistan wars to the national debt, honest numbers to come.
The gods used W to initiate the "Great Recession" with deliberate legislation/regulation changes, allowing the sub-prime fiasco and corporate irresponsibility/criminal behavior which led to the multi-trillion dollar stimulous package, pocketted by Republican friends and donors::::$5 trillion charged to the National credit card.
This corruption is one element of evil in the party of good. War mongering is another.
Damned if you do, Damned if you don't::::With the Democrats you subscribe to social decay via liberlism, which WILL lead to the Apocalypse. Republicans are being used by the gods to bankrupt the United States, ultimately motivating people to the point of "desperation prayer" once anarchy presides::::Punishment designed to correct your behavior.

The gods behave monsterously in the course of managing Planet Earth but they demand people be good if you are to have a chance to ascend in a future life.
Not only is doing the right things important (praying, attoning for your sins, thinking the right way:::accepting humility, modesty, vulnerability), so is avoiding the wrong things important as well:::"Go and sin no more".


October 23, 2012 11:25 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

The meaning of life.

The secret at the core of the meaning of life is that only children ascend into heaven. The innocence and purity of children are the valued charecterisitics, requirements of the gods. Come adulthood people's purity becomes compromised as they are corrupted, earning them their place in the level of the animals. The gods have transcended the typical needs of the animals, and have achieve a higher life form.
So many clues they offer in society. One is to find your inner child inside. To understand these charecterisits will help you see the path you must take. Children value things that are healthy, like family, togetherness, unconditional love, not drinking, drugs, sexual intercourse.
Mankind has taken this journey since the beginning of time::::A moment of clarity compelled those with faith to pursue enlightenment, pray and seek more, and with proper long-term behavior more was offered. When combined with attonement for prior sins significant progress is made, ensuring true candidacy upon reincarnation, resulting in the individual's final spiritual journey.

July 15, 2014 2:39 PM  

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